tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post3778122644916389065..comments2023-08-02T16:48:13.145+03:00Comments on Thoughts and Confessions of a Testosterone Addict!: The exorcism of the gay me!Ice Queerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-88951807370330279222009-09-16T03:30:17.361+02:002009-09-16T03:30:17.361+02:00Thank you so much for your sweet comment, much app...Thank you so much for your sweet comment, much appreciated =))<br /><br />Hope to c u around again!Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-33073485379623442272009-09-15T15:31:03.772+02:002009-09-15T15:31:03.772+02:00Hey Ice Queer,
I really got touched by your post, ...Hey Ice Queer,<br />I really got touched by your post, it hurts when the one you trust (your therapist) doesn't believe in your case, and also the threat of letting your parents know is horrible. Also I can understand the pain of having double life and that you can't express what you love and what you like in open air.<br />I love this quote "If everyone who is miserable, edgy & tired switched his/her sexual orientation then there wouldn't be any heterosexual alive on this planet!"<br />All what I can say (I might sound like an old lady here) take it easy, you are still young and you have pretty much time to do your thinking and decide what you need and what you want and be sure that everything is under control, under "your" control.MariannE_Nhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14698563529642658230noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-50572358536941511582009-08-15T17:10:45.307+03:002009-08-15T17:10:45.307+03:00I agree! thanks sweetie =)I agree! thanks sweetie =)Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-36747246288781367152009-08-15T11:25:49.939+03:002009-08-15T11:25:49.939+03:00That PMSy mood when you wanna scratch your skin op...That PMSy mood when you wanna scratch your skin open...<br /><br />the state when everything around you is just Silouhette ...<br /><br />about the exorcism thing that they wanna do to you.. I guess coming up with the plan-finale is so hard... dont rush into any actions that they might doubt thenPolka Dottedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16099055273822911401noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-79053660628342527642009-07-26T20:07:57.505+03:002009-07-26T20:07:57.505+03:00Thank u, glad u like it! =)Thank u, glad u like it! =)Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-26184200867902636712009-07-25T18:59:45.787+03:002009-07-25T18:59:45.787+03:00I love your blog. i'm thinking "tub tub&...I love your blog. i'm thinking "tub tub" :)L's Brainhttp://borntobeal.blogspot.com/noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-9979611065807676422009-07-24T03:36:33.603+03:002009-07-24T03:36:33.603+03:00Thank u! I really have nothing to say after what u...Thank u! I really have nothing to say after what u've said! =)Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-92176354407743529032009-07-24T01:01:14.295+03:002009-07-24T01:01:14.295+03:00It sounds like you have a really bad therapist. A...It sounds like you have a really bad therapist. A therapist shouldn't have any agenda let alone one dictated by your parents. Also confidentiality is the cornerstone of therapy. I agree therapy is difficult and when its working it does make you feel better but in your case I don't think this therapist will ever benefit you. Maybe leading a double life doesn't appeal to you but this therapy will just drag you down. You know that you're not going to change and why should you have to. Unfortunately in this society its hard for anyone to truly be themselves and sadly sometimes the best solution is to just hide who you really are. Ironically its the way to be true to yourself.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-60033279842529629052009-07-20T03:45:56.919+03:002009-07-20T03:45:56.919+03:00Well I agree with u and I've been trying to ta...Well I agree with u and I've been trying to take the best out of this obligated "experiment"!<br /><br />Thank u, loved ur comment!Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-21049050203428027322009-07-20T03:39:22.845+03:002009-07-20T03:39:22.845+03:00I think the main point is you're dealing with ...I think the main point is you're dealing with a psychiatrist whose trying to de-gay you, where as his science and in fact all other sciences haven't got an issue with homosexuality in the first place. Homosexuality's only problems is to do with religion and culture. Your shrink is betraying his own mission, I think that is pretty low. I actually wonder at what and who's expence this "experiment" will be! I would put on my armor and ride my highest horse if I were you, for my own sake/sanity.Ninjahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08057387486785575048noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-79197820416675719372009-07-19T11:13:45.150+03:002009-07-19T11:13:45.150+03:00XY:
Is it growing? =) thank u
Yeah, I guess I was...XY:<br />Is it growing? =) thank u<br /><br />Yeah, I guess I was missing the full grip!<br /><br />Thanks for ur comment<br /><br />Anonymous:<br />When I lost my ego, what happened? Did I really unlock myself inside out? I'm afraid not! Things got worse and I lost control over my life, so until further notice, Ego and FULL control are back!<br />But I'll keep some of the good therapy-induced-modifications =)<br /><br />I won't go backward, I'll stay still but with being in control!<br /><br />P.S it is a cheesy metaphor for having sex with the person u r seeing/dating before u get serious about the relationship! ;)<br /><br />P.S(2) wanna c u more around!Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-91429464274396870692009-07-18T09:46:26.986+03:002009-07-18T09:46:26.986+03:00I totally agree with u sara!
Ice, ice, ice, ego i...I totally agree with u sara!<br /><br />Ice, ice, ice, ego is a bad ally, don't u think that putting ur armor back on will just lock u inside urself even more? I mean after all, whether the shrink is right or wrong he hits ur most tender spots, moves u from ur being ok with the current situation, even if it is painful, to a better one. Therapies are not easy, and they never make u feel better, in fact they r tough and painful and exhausting, but after all, u don't grow a tree by just throwing a seed, u have to break ur back with hard work to finally see just a tiny fragile sprout, and then u work even harder to keep it alive.<br />I personally would keep on moving forward instead of trying to go backwards to the pre-therapy you.<br /><br />p.s.Try the car before buying it?!!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-80491579646873984632009-07-17T04:11:30.305+03:002009-07-17T04:11:30.305+03:00Loved the post ,your style is growing :))
Can'...Loved the post ,your style is growing :))<br /><br />Can't believe you didn't use the bath idea earlier it always work.<br /><br />About the therapist mine did the same thing ,as how would they make a living if you are not desperate and in constant need for them. <br /><br />Do whatever you feel like doing and Good luck on that ,but make sure you always have a grip or else you would be lost in the different personalities you will be projecting.XYhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00305893529635325771noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-79797675176854954902009-07-16T15:35:41.254+03:002009-07-16T15:35:41.254+03:00I didn't quite understand ur comment! lolI didn't quite understand ur comment! lolIce Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-51096522281482055172009-07-16T15:22:44.773+03:002009-07-16T15:22:44.773+03:00uhhhh I think I need to switch. Men are too much t...uhhhh I think I need to switch. Men are too much to take..<br />impossible to understand.<br />Impossible to handleSarahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04656558334718631275noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-26416880476855282282009-07-16T13:28:27.119+03:002009-07-16T13:28:27.119+03:00lol you should have been in that endless discussio...lol you should have been in that endless discussion between me and my shrink, I told him what u said but he told me that in this case I'm only trying the "gear shift" and not the whole car! =D<br /><br />Anyway sex was never a method for me to fill up the void of loneliness!Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-57342229328131491962009-07-16T13:23:52.342+03:002009-07-16T13:23:52.342+03:00i do support the idea of having relationship befor...i do support the idea of having relationship before sex for a change!!! you are highly sexually active and sex just fullfills the immediate desire of filling up the void of lets "loneliness" where as relationship is more of a long term solution... and i always thought like you i should try the car before buying it.. meaning i should try the guy in bed before dating him ... what if he is bad in bed why would i go through the effort of dating but as more time passes i realized no... i should date then take it for a rideQhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03000290541335244493noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-7313098179618478742009-07-16T13:16:22.419+03:002009-07-16T13:16:22.419+03:00relaxing in tub with the "apple of ur eye&quo...relaxing in tub with the "apple of ur eye" would help more kaman =)<br /><br />Can you plz explain more how I would deceive myself?Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-64844536337384889282009-07-16T13:11:46.083+03:002009-07-16T13:11:46.083+03:00first of all let me congratulate you for providing...first of all let me congratulate you for providing me with a method that could help snatch me from my current not so good state of mind.<br />Second of all, be careful in your way of leading this double life to not hurt yourself or prison everything inside so as not to hurt yourself. Its of course good to sustain a stress free life from your parents or anything else but be careful so you would decieve yourself in the process. Be well and Safe my dear friend :)Souhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04572029428717248266noreply@blogger.com