tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post5571684633456755438..comments2023-08-02T16:48:13.145+03:00Comments on Thoughts and Confessions of a Testosterone Addict!: Therapy session #1Ice Queerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-49919285781748084522009-01-19T05:00:00.000+02:002009-01-19T05:00:00.000+02:00To "S", "Z" and "Tanx anony.": well i didnt reply ...To "S", "Z" and "Tanx anony.": well i didnt reply to u guys earlier cuz i waited 2 explain myself in the 2nd session post, so i hope u guys understand me now =)Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-18105008318593014902009-01-19T02:43:00.000+02:002009-01-19T02:43:00.000+02:00^ it seems that u didn't read the post of the 2nd ...^ it seems that u didn't read the post of the 2nd therapy session! Plz read it and u'll know more about the situation =)Ice Queerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17186169029028030641noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-32400319218009449622009-01-19T01:34:00.000+02:002009-01-19T01:34:00.000+02:00IQ Im w the opinion of giving the shrink an honest...IQ Im w the opinion of giving the shrink an honest try, u owe it to urself & to ur family. I also find it very interesting y u choose to lie in general & esp about wn did u start feeling this way. <BR/>Also, the dr is a pro & probably knw u r liying & playing this game will be the real waste of time & moneyAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-9367853208731896682009-01-12T00:18:00.000+02:002009-01-12T00:18:00.000+02:00Dear S I have been in love with your blog for so ...Dear S <BR/><BR/>I have been in love with your blog for so long , it is not boring at all , plus you are not an entertainer , you are just sharing your thoughts and ideas , just wanted to let you know :))<BR/><BR/>IQ: i am so happy for you that you came out peacefully so far :) and i am with the rest about seizing the therapy thing for your best interest , so no need to lie !!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-8331043087845704722009-01-11T17:59:00.000+02:002009-01-11T17:59:00.000+02:00anonymous... i am always free for a date... but i ...anonymous... i am always free for a date... but i am a bit superficial... so yalla email me your photo and everything hahaha...<BR/>also to get an insight of my insanity check out my blog thegaychronicles.blogspot.com<BR/><BR/>IQ i know i am advertising on your but come lets face it my blog needs major traffic and also appearantly according to Sanity a major uplift to its contentS.https://www.blogger.com/profile/15363807301796264008noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-76825066091473293192009-01-10T17:52:00.000+02:002009-01-10T17:52:00.000+02:00i lied i lied i lied !!!:):):):) actually its poin...i lied i lied i lied !!!:):):):) actually its pointless to tell yr shrink the truth cuz he will simply help u to find peace if yr facing any conflict regarding yr sexuality he wont fix things and turn u str8 and thats what yr parents want!! and ull end up in endless sessions with em he'll drag more money from ya and yr parents will be satisfied thinkin yr on track<BR/>kill that bastard and tell yr parents he wanted to rape me so i killed him!<BR/>we tanx yalli jama3na hoonAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-20552034317840655902009-01-09T19:30:00.000+02:002009-01-09T19:30:00.000+02:00This post made me smile, do u really think that a ...This post made me smile, do u really think that a doctor that experienced (or anyone as a a matter of fact) would really buy that you met only two gay guys, just for a coffee and that you wonder if there are guys feeling the same and that the only thing he would doubt of would be if u kissed a guy on the lips?!!!<BR/>I agree with S, it's useless to lie, it will just make the process longer, i believe u have to choose your way, u either stand for your position or you get back in the closet as that guy with the weird name told u (the one in the previous post) (which entails lying, of course).<BR/>There is one last possibility though, but i believe it won't be received popularly in this blog; did u ever think to actually try that therapy? I mean you sound like you reached a good point of acceptance of your sexuality, so i don't think talks and mind games would actually push you back to the place where you hate yourself for liking men, i mean what do u have to lose? if it works you will have known that you had unresolved problems, if it doesn't, you can honestly tell your parents "i tried and it didn't work out" and you can all move on together, in any case, you would have actually made a journey of self discovery with yourself, you'd have stripped off all of the masks/roles you ever wore/played, even with your own self and found out the true you. As S said, this is a good chance (S we agree so much, we should date!), not because of the talking, but because you are in a place were you can question everything you think and everything you think you believe/feel, (even your own moral code, your darkest deeds/secret desires that you never shared, not even with your best friend) and watch it from an external point of view, once it is out there, abstract, it becomes a matter of discussion between you and your doctor.<BR/>My biggest advice if u chose this last option is to refrain from judging, opposing and refusing anything the doctor says, just absorb it and weigh it. I was a fighter with my psychiatric i'd attack and defend and only recently i realized that i was afraid, afraid that he might be right, that he might say something that would make me realize i wasn't really gay, I was afraid of that because it had taken me too long to accept my sexuality as a nature and not as a choice, that if i had found out that that wasn't true i'd have no excuse for my "immoral" actions, only now i realize that back then, even if i dated, had sex and thought i was happy being gay, in fact i still considered it deep in my subconscious as something terribly wrong.<BR/>Face yourself nordine, it's scary, but it frees you ; "...and the truth will set you free"Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7857488379709501798.post-54868620448447693852009-01-09T17:00:00.000+02:002009-01-09T17:00:00.000+02:00THREE WORDS"OH DEAR LORD"my be three letter "OMG"n...THREE WORDS<BR/><BR/>"OH DEAR LORD"<BR/><BR/>my be three letter <BR/><BR/>"OMG"<BR/><BR/>now the write up,,, love nordine or icequeer or which ever nick habibi why do you feel there is a need to lie to the doctor..... <BR/><BR/>we obviously know he is not giong to cure you and lying doesnt get you anywhere... i think you know me that i am very very very against lying. <BR/><BR/>i think this opprunity if i had free thearpy session i will totally take it.. i would make use of it in a million different ways.. like talk about other issues that are not me being gay thinking that i might be straight one day... no i will talk about other issues i am facing .... <BR/><BR/>i am sure you had obstacles or something growing up ... like for me HIGH SCHOOL WAS SHIT... FIRST YEAR OF UNIVERSITY WAS A DISASTER WITH ALOT OF TEARS... but later on the bitch in me came out... and i evolved to become S (fyi S, from gossipgirl, when she is reborn as teh queen)<BR/><BR/>lol <BR/><BR/>again DONT LIE!!! and just say the truth<BR/><BR/>tell me how much does that idiot of a doctor charge... and maybe i will go with you on separate sessions ... we can give him an absolute mmm thing to think aboutS.https://www.blogger.com/profile/15363807301796264008noreply@blogger.com